Wondering

I wonder about a lot of things...I wonder when I'll find the right guy, I wonder when I'll get married, I wonder when I'll have kids, I wonder about the days when I get old and gray, and I wonder about when I die. Yes I wonder a lot, I also wonder if any of these things will be true, I wonder what happens if I don't meet a guy and get married, I wonder what happens if I don't have kids, I wonder if the only sounds I'll hear when I'm old are going to be my 20 cats (lol), and I wonder if I could die tomorrow. Because the future if not set in stone, with each breath I take, I might lose something, or with each thought I think I change the road I'm on. And in a way...that's a good thing, that means I can correct mistakes, or make them, I can make choices, and change my mind again. So I will keep wondering, cause after all...thinking of all the outcomes might not be such a bad thing :)